56.0 Version with pencil in right hand corner

I have a program that i run with 56.0 version 32 bit software a few days ago i signed it with a password change on the military lending act and it stops on a blue screen and will not open this is on a workstation the main computer still loads as it should. I also can’t seem to find the old version to download for another workstation that has the pencil at the top right. I was told MLA was blocking the older versions but i still have one that runs. The older version with let me fill in the blanks with alt J but the newer version will not allow me do this.